I was told

I was told to move
I was told to stand
I was told to be silent
I was told to hold still

I moved
I stood
I was silent
I held still

Where is me
If I was always told
Where is me
If I have always listened

Where is me
If I haven't tried
Where is me
If I haven't dreamt

Where is me

Scared?
Frightened?
Resigned?

Why I can't find myself?
Why?